Nothing

Let me die
the way I came to be
cold and alone
in the darkness
with no hope
no future
with nothing
at all.

I am all but a spot
in the dream of life
with nothing to offer
nothing to give
except despair
hunger and pain
sorrow and heartache.

Love is to me nothing
but a distant cry
far away
out of reach
I am not meant to feel
anything at all.

I seek solitude
in far away places
unknown to all
hidden
and forgotten
my name
is unknown

I am worth
nothing
time is
relentlessly chasing
me
I dwell in the shadows
in all eternity
please
let me die
I want to go
home.