The Hug

The hug I wanted to give you
was the hug you needed
the hug was filled with love
a hug with warmth and safety
the hug was ment as goodness
from me to you.

But one day you were not here
you had travelled away
not did I know then
when you’ll come back
if you’ll come back
my friend, I missed you.

Time has passed by
you still haven’t come back
won’t you come back?
I still got something to give you
a hug
but the hug starts to lose its warmth
time have started to corrode it
where are you, my friend?

The hug I wanted to give you
doesn’t exist anymore
it was eaten by time
my friend, I miss you still
the longing never goes away.

The hug which once was to you
never made it
the time became to long.

Untitled Love Poem

Oh, how much I miss you
how much I miss having you around
how much I miss holding you in my arms
how much I miss smelling you
feeling you, touching you, kissing you.

Oh, how much I miss cuddling with you
how much I miss listening to you
how much I miss the looks you send me
how much I miss your breath
how much I miss your laughter when I tickle you
your voice, your skin, your hair.

I miss everything about you
when you’re not around
and when you are around
I enjoy everything you give me
every little thing, means the world to me
you are the meaning of my life, my love
you are all that matters to me.

I can hardly wait
to start our lives together
we will not conquer the world
we will create our own world
our own universe
our life – our rules
you and me.

I love you with all my heart and soul, to eternity and beyond.


Let me die
the way I came to be
cold and alone
in the darkness
with no hope
no future
with nothing
at all.

I am all but a spot
in the dream of life
with nothing to offer
nothing to give
except despair
hunger and pain
sorrow and heartache.

Love is to me nothing
but a distant cry
far away
out of reach
I am not meant to feel
anything at all.

I seek solitude
in far away places
unknown to all
and forgotten
my name
is unknown

I am worth
time is
relentlessly chasing
I dwell in the shadows
in all eternity
let me die
I want to go


You told me
not to believe
in my self
you told me
stay with you
you denied me
to spread my wings
you wanted
to chain me to the ground
you wanted me
to stop dreaming.

Now I tell you
and you shall listen
you can’t make me
stop believe in me
I won’t let you
you can’t deny me
anything in this world
I won’t let you
you can’t hold me
to the ground
I’m too strong
my wings will spread
I will dream forever.

Listen now
as I abolish you
to the farthest regions
of the darkest places
in a place so cold
and lonely
you will live forever
but none other
will ever visit you
in this desolate place
you better get used to it
because this is your life
this is the price
you pay for trying
to hold me down
this is your faith.


I’ve wandered
the vast plains of loneliness
for millennia
I’ve been looking
for a glimpse
I’ve searched the endless oceans
and the limitless reaches
of the sky
I still did not find
the light of my life
I did not find it
I looked in the wrong
I didn’t look within.

I didn’t look
but now
I found what I was searching for
it wasn’t lost
it was here
next to me
waiting for me
to discover what was
in my heart
a crucial part of my soul
she’s my guiding star
my angel, my saviour
my love for her
never stops
and it never ends
I love her
and her name is…